the new me. hehe!
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friday, 12.44am. it's late at night and in my mind, i kept thinking of MIKYBBY!!!!!!!! ),: i'm scared that this timeoff would be a breakup! hais. i never expected this day would come! mind not in th state to think of anyt except MIKYBBY! i want him back! i really do. ku tatawu lah asl ku syg sgt pat dhe!? hais. i thot without hi, im able to live off life. but im wrong. hais!
B! aqu sayankk kaw lah! aqu taqnaq timeoff nan kaw.! hais
Friday, September 11, 2009
4:11 AM
Waduh! this hols is so boring doh! taqd arah tujuan le! everyday the same old routine. plus must bbysit this toyol, Niqil Danish! telove of my life. (: for 1week le must bbysit him. naq kuwa pun susah. go anyw must bring ini bdk kecik! dah mcm mak bdk le! hais.
you see, i have manymany achievements in life! or maybi must do it within this yr. i must get myself off this between me, Miky, Degil. i'm sick and veryvery tired of getting at fault all the time! it's like everything i did , always been planned! now, JoeyBBY's back to square one. single lady~ . yet she's been getting to worse. idk what's happening to her lately. she starts smoking! even start drinking! haiyo. when being asked , all she answered was , " im stress! " adoi! i also stress nia. and having two boyfs makes me feel like running away le. not wanting to say , i regret! but both parties like dont get me at all.
one party , he's always with his godsis. like no time for me at all. not saying i'm jealous or don't like uh . but ... understand le my situation. hmpf. the other one , like nvr trust me like that. oneday in every week , confirm got arguement nyer! i wonder when will this end! futhermore , at home , i so hate my cousin sister! her kpo uh... wa! taq boley tahan lor! always like to jage tepi kain org aje!! hais. mcm sial je!!!!
you see, i have manymany achievements in life! or maybi must do it within this yr. i must get myself off this between me, Miky, Degil. i'm sick and veryvery tired of getting at fault all the time! it's like everything i did , always been planned! now, JoeyBBY's back to square one. single lady~ . yet she's been getting to worse. idk what's happening to her lately. she starts smoking! even start drinking! haiyo. when being asked , all she answered was , " im stress! " adoi! i also stress nia. and having two boyfs makes me feel like running away le. not wanting to say , i regret! but both parties like dont get me at all.
one party , he's always with his godsis. like no time for me at all. not saying i'm jealous or don't like uh . but ... understand le my situation. hmpf. the other one , like nvr trust me like that. oneday in every week , confirm got arguement nyer! i wonder when will this end! futhermore , at home , i so hate my cousin sister! her kpo uh... wa! taq boley tahan lor! always like to jage tepi kain org aje!! hais. mcm sial je!!!!
4:07 AM
hais. ive missed Miky alrdy! what more choices do i have to make? to make my life happy- hais!im so fucked up! why mustall this happening again? i have to make choices which i dont want to! i'm just suferring too much! idk what more do i have to do now. hais. let fade decide!
Saturday, September 5, 2009
5:37 AM
new chapter of life now!
firstly , it's a sad thing that me & MIKY now have timed - off!!! ): i still do love him! but i guess someone decided to betray me. but it's ok. i accepted it whole-heartedly. it's partly my fault to. but is it to late for me to say that i still love him? as i've hurt him deeply. he must have been very hurted! hais.
B. i'm so sorry. i know that i've hurt you. but if there's still a chance for me to mend my wrong doings , B , i would do it! B, ilove you so much. it was stupid of me to timer you!
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firstly , it's a sad thing that me & MIKY now have timed - off!!! ): i still do love him! but i guess someone decided to betray me. but it's ok. i accepted it whole-heartedly. it's partly my fault to. but is it to late for me to say that i still love him? as i've hurt him deeply. he must have been very hurted! hais.
B. i'm so sorry. i know that i've hurt you. but if there's still a chance for me to mend my wrong doings , B , i would do it! B, ilove you so much. it was stupid of me to timer you!
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